honest

i doze off and wake up
the bus lulls me and i slide bend by bend with my bags
" find a way to understand the thinds i am learning ..."
the sweet lullaby in my ears soothing the drizzle in my soul..
all is dark from the window
green panels rushing fast past me , past this bus
i cannot read the signs, how far is san antonio?
"find a way to understand the time you're burning "
i ask again the driver how far is san antonio, but maybe i have just dreamt to ask him
maybe i am dreaming he is answering me still an hour to go
how long is one hour in this night?
how long is one hour in this day , when i last saw the end of the world bathing in golden light
green eyes light
" got to be guarded , sure i am gonna say"
sure as the stars above i cannot see from this bus roof,
sure to see them inside of me, when head is too heavy to look up ,
" right on the inside , this is the hardest game to play "
still i think i played right
"do you ever feel lonely
let me take you home"
walk in inside this starred night


the leafy trees above me , i am guarded again