honest

i doze off and wake up
the bus lulls me and i slide bend by bend with my bags
" find a way to understand the thinds i am learning ..."
the sweet lullaby in my ears soothing the drizzle in my soul..
all is dark from the window
green panels rushing fast past me , past this bus
i cannot read the signs, how far is san antonio?
"find a way to understand the time you're burning "
i ask again the driver how far is san antonio, but maybe i have just dreamt to ask him
maybe i am dreaming he is answering me still an hour to go
how long is one hour in this night?
how long is one hour in this day , when i last saw the end of the world bathing in golden light
green eyes light
" got to be guarded , sure i am gonna say"
sure as the stars above i cannot see from this bus roof,
sure to see them inside of me, when head is too heavy to look up ,
" right on the inside , this is the hardest game to play "
still i think i played right
"do you ever feel lonely
let me take you home"
walk in inside this starred night


the leafy trees above me , i am guarded again

a solstice in whatsoever land

a solstice in eel pie island or wherever, just the longest day to enjoy the light , just more time to desire and to be disappointed, just some more time not to meet each other...and any of this can bring you down because deep inside the more you are disappointed the more you know what is worth jumping for, yelling for and running for , popping out your eyes looking for something just lets you see everything around dancing for you